You guys are kidding right?
coerced into going to 8 years of school despite being the biggest adhd addled retard out there, if I don't I'm a failure
somehow scrape by most of it by the skin of my teeth, eventually I give up and kneel to the simulant
graduate, work miserable job, 12 hour shifts standing, dealing with the most miserable creatures on gods earth
leave miserable job, so desperate I take a position that's a 2 hour drive every single day
do it for as long as I can, eventually quit after a really bad day combined with an almost 4 hour drive through a snow storm
unemployed for 3 months, I survived because of savings thankfully, but at this point its clear that I'm a 30 year old friendless autist at best failed normie never seen a vagogo ruined the 2 relationships I had long ago
on top of that its becoming clear that I'm fucking useless without the stimz
somehow by some miracle find another job, its a 45 minute drive now wahoo
the most miserable decrepit boomer faggots I have ever had to deal with in my life. I think I gave myself a personality disorder from having to grit my teeth and act like a good little normie
day in day out 50-60 hours a week of this
can't take more than a year, get offered a job at a closer position
I'm losing my fucking mind at this point so jump on it
turns out its EVEN WORSE and its a permanent overnight position, but now its 15 min drive (impossible to park) or 50 min train ride
here I am at 6 months
I don't sleep at night, I have no energy to do anything even when I'm off other than lie in bed and genuinely the only human contact I get is you faggots.
I drag myself out of bed at 11pm and lately I can't even take the stupid fucking train I just uber it
One of those miserable dry cunts I work with got all uppity last night, I had to once again act like a good little employee but what I should have done was slam her fucking head into the ground.
I felt genuinely lonely when this shithole went down I'm so fucked