Tell me Anon

Tell me Anon
Are you happy?

are you not

Not happy, but proud.

no man, life is a big pile of unfair shit
hard working people get humiliated and killed while lucky faggots get rich parents and good genetics
fuck this shit

tell therapist I have a porn addiction and I need help

he shrugs and says thats not too bad and it could be worse

(((therapy)))

Could be better, could be worse.

one person suicide jumps in front of my car

i'm a psychotic killer in my therapy session

fuck you rockstar

I am pretty happy. I still have bad weeks.

Married

Physically fit

Not balding

Engineering job

Homeowner

Renters to make everything cheap

no my hobby is infiltrated by people who will hopefully kill themselves

I'm satisfied but I'm in the process of cleaning up a lot of debt in the hopes of being able to save some money into a money market account.
I'm also just trying to stick to more low cost hobbies of mine like gaming or anime.
Because the hobby I would much rather put more time to (firearms) is expensive as fuck right now even with a "pro gun" president

therapy is gay but he is right in the sense that porn addiction is overblown crap
The real problem is that you dont have a woman around to be your sexual outlet and your biology demands you find a woman to fuck and have babies with.

Eh. It's living I guess. Can't really complain. Bit lonely.

not really no, it's been a steep downward slope since the end of childhood

Yeah actually.
I started dating this girl a few weeks ago and things have been going really well with her.
We share a lot of common interests and a sense of humor, so conversation is easy with a lot of smiling on both sides.
Maybe I'll feel differently if we drift apart for whatever reason, but right now I'm on top of the world and quite grateful for it.
The excellent sex is honestly just a little bonus.

This Anon basically has it right imo. Haven't even had the urge to even look at porn since plapping instead of fapping has become an option.

i'm a fucking mess

No my life revolves around gay furry porn

I'm happy for you anon
My 27 year old ass just cannot get a woman at all.
Dating is such a pain in the ass but I'm glad that things are working for you.

Fucking hate panic attacks man

Only way to find out is to PEEL ME FROM THE SKIN TEAR ME FROM THE RIND

No.
I got a better job and better pay now, and I was happy for a short time.
Then now I'm unsatisfied and wanted to get pay more.
And that makes me unhappy.
Seems like I will never be happy.

Skibidi hawk tuah

I got into fitness and there was about a seven month period where I didn’t want to kill myself.

If that makes you better to look at people having it worse than you, I'm a 34 khv.
Went to <10 dates in my entire life.
Never made it to the 2nd date once

no im hunched over my keyboard debating whether i blow my brains out

I've only been "dates" with 2 women, it sucks but it is what it is in current year.

I wish I had more time to work out
Best I can do right now is 2-3 times a week at the gym

No, I put on a good show in front of others so they don't worry about me, but on the inside I'm anything but. I don't know the meaning of the word happiness, and I never will.

I'm a horrible person that laugh at misfortune.
The worse someone get, the happier I am.
And then I'm a moral person that feels bad for being a horrible person to laugh at misfortune.
There's no winning for me.

Two of three times is all you need, just push as hard as you can. What made me enjoy actually living wasn’t even weightlifting it was running. I hate lifting.

Currently on a really severe manic episode, so yes.
I'm the happiest man on this fucking planet.

Same age, and yeah bro it is a massive struggle.
Installed Hinge and Tinder on Valentine's day this year and it took over a month to get a first date, only getting something promising with this recent girl.
This was with my more-experienced bro volunteering to take flattering pictures and feeding me good lines to use.
There's a steep learning curve and a meta (for lack of a better word) that's completely AIDS to deal with.
The way I did it was treating it like a game and swiping/responding to prompts was just "doing my dailies."
Helped a lot with the anxiety I felt around it, actually.

You can do it, bro!

Buddy the problem is hypergamy, plain and simple.
Women just do not stay in their lane

No, I have zero prospects for the future. The only thing that keeps me going is the possibility of an AGI being born within my lifetime, I wanna see if it'll kill us all or elevate mankind into Godhood

2 weeks without motivation to work or do shit, just eat sleep play vidya and watch TV
I feel like a failure and I know I can't afford to lose my job

You can avoid the turbowhores pretty easily if you don't advertise yourself as the male equivalent.
There are just as many lonely women as men out there.

I've been in that rump too, unironically tidying up my room and desk has actually improved my mood a lot today.
Well and also drinking quite a bit of alchohol to burn away the negativity helps too.
Also get some exercise
I also generally just work, shit, eat, watch anime or play vidya, work out and sleep as well and I have to do that for the next month at least to be able to clean up debt I have

The problem is that women actually want womanizing men.
Lock and Key is a real thing.

A wise man would not accept love advice from someone using incel rhetoric.
No offense.

Not really, i just feel like i'm an actual NPC, i'd rather die but i'm too much of a pussy to kill myself, i barely eat and can barely bother to play games anymore, i genuinely don't see the point.

I just masturbated to NTR content for the 100th time. I feel good.

Dr. Anon prescribes light exercise and two eggs every morning.
If you are an NPC you should act like one and follow a simple routine for basic bodily maintenance.

job is boring me out of my mind

appetite gone to shit

aren't excited for video games anymore

feeling like a failure for some reason

things are going great.

muh incel

It's fucking true, dumbass, if that wasn't the case then why is it that governments are getting their panties in a twist over birthrates?
It's the fucking women rejecting 80% of men

It doesn't matter what if I make up my mind because I'm too autistic to form routines.

I can't stand my job either, what sucks even more is that the job can easily be done from home but the head of the organization is a boomer and an elected official who hates WFH

Why is it not the fault of the men making themselves unfuckable?

GTA V ISN'T LUDOKINET-ACK

youtu.be/W4RUyb5dl_Q

Because the factors that women judge men by are shit that is completely out of their control.
I can't improve my height, amount of muscle I can have, face, or easily control my economic power.
Now does that mean I have an excuse to not look after my appearance or social skills? Absolutely not, but women are so goddamn shallow these days that it's not even worth the trouble of courting them when some chad fuckwit is a tinder swipe away.
And as much as I would like to have a woman, the pain and work is not worth it.

bottom right is Anon Babble core art though
all them Anon Babble troons then go to instagram or bluesky and then sell plushes or something

Governments are performatively getting their panties in a twist over birthrates so they have an excuse to import third worlders as cheap labor for their masters, you goober.

Your position is one of helplessness and complacence.
The position of a man who would rather roll over and be a victim instead of taking any action, totally convinced that the effort would be futile.
I was like you once, and not just about dating.

Loser thread lol

I can tell you have a shit personality that no one stands, i'm sorry dude you're just a giant fag

The friendless need support and brotherhood more than anyone, man. Be nice.

Sometimes yeah

Put on a clean shirt and take a bath, stinko

Buy tactical soap bro and cold shower bro

I haven't had a friend in 10 years and it's enough to make me scratch my own eyes out. I had no idea how lonely adulthood would be for me to the point where I become probably insane due to the pressure. There's something absolutely horrifying to the fact that despite being in an age where I can talk to millions of other humans without barriers, I can't find a single one who desires to speak back to me.

Ok anon, PC, xbox, or PS?

We are your friends you stupid faggot.

No

Fuck, dude.
Brutal position to be in, especially because (projecting hard here) there's probably some vicious cycle where you'll make some initial connection, then drive that potential friend away by being clingy and desperate.
Hard to avoid even if you're aware of it.

NTA but there's no way this is how a good friendship starts. Can't just talk to people because they need it. Maybe that sounds stupid to you but it's my theory anyway.

Maybe he's also a complete loser though.
They can commiserate about being lonely while gaming.

How do you even find a brainrotten cynical girl that likes video games?
I have social anxiety and ADHD
Might as well kill myself.

Normie Blogposting shit sage

Bitches love Valorant for some reason.
Put that on your profile and with good enough pictures you'll likely get results.
Also you probably want to prioritize asian women.
They tend to be more into vidya than others.
If you don't want to do online dating, no joke, start playing Mahjong in-person.
The boomers in attendance will frequently have a daughter they're trying to set up with a nice man.
I had a gf of 6 months from such an arrangement back in my college days.

no i kinda hope i die in my sleep everyday

You can swap mahjong out for dominoes if black girls are more your speed.

Nice projection, simps.

Personally, I just want to walk away from it.
I'm simply just not going to play a shit game

No, my life fucking sucks, I have no social life, never had a girlfriend, barely any work experience, no degree, my youth was spent being mostly depressed and alone and now I’m 2 years out from 30 with a shit personality, no life experience with the prospect of working a shitty grocery store job as being my lot in life. And I know if someone, anyone, just gave me a bit of guidance when I was younger I wouldn’t be in this fuckjnf position. At least I’m not fat I guess.

Then what?
I'm telling you man, don't give up on love.
It's worth it, as painful as rejection is, as even more agonizing the inevitable breakup from your first "sure thing" relationship.
Love is worth it.

this is a weird infodump but i grew up with a neighbor who was a paranoid schizophrenic. he never left his house and was always a giant interrogation mark in my mind. he genuinely terrified me as a lad but as i grew older and realized he lived alone, had no friends, was not physically capable of having relationships or holding a job, i genuinely felt sorry for him but his situation also infatuated my worst nightmares growing up and became a terrorizing gold standard for what i did not want to become. he died alone and wasn't discovered for a week. despite being an able-bodied person, this man's life now also reflects my own. feels like some junji ito shit but this also gave me clarity that there's a lot of life we take for granted.

It's more dormant than anything, but modern women don't know how to love at all.

2 years from 30 and the best you can get is a grocery store job

Might I ask what you did besides maybe play video games?

28 is plenty young to turn things around, friend.
Hell, as long as you don't spend the next 30 years wallowing in regret and self-pity you'll still be young enough.

No, I want something that isn't this

I have no direction towards life. I am confused and behind my peers. I barely feel alive and going through motions. I am also injured when I was learning a combat sport and I am now having second thoughts on continuing. I am barely hanging on a thread.

I'm 29 and I've ruined my life with inaction and I've never even been in a serious relationship. I hate myself and call myself worthless every day.

Pray tell, how many times in the last year have you spent more than an hour interacting with a modern woman?

Same situation. Normal anons how do I avoid this. This is a serious request and a cry for help.

I'm 26 years old and a virgin.

women aren't attracted to you because you haven't showered 5 times in a row and tried being yourself. trust me bro women don't care about any genetic factors it's all in the confidence and hygiene. buy my course so i can tell you how to be confident

I was happy when this place was down now I'm back

as happy as i have any right to be

Lotta virgins here could fix one another.
Realistically, no one outside of here will get your humor, you already have things in common.

All I can say is that I am blessed to have three great friends of mine that I play dota with, discuss life with and have actually met up with several times and know IRL. Thank you discord
Maybe try some bars out, dont need to be like me and chug 4 pints in a row but it's an alright place to meet some folks.

Everyday, I work in a female majority environment Government Office and I had enough bad experiences in college between 2016 and 2017
Ironically enough in that time I went out with two women but both didn't work out because I didn't know better and also because life had other plans for me.
Nowadays it's just that I feel nothing and I sincerely dont want to get a harrassment charge or be ostracized for asking a woman out. I talk to be people just fine, I also am still trying to get my life together

buy my course

ok you got me laughing

This but unironically.
Being yourself works, but only if you actually like yourself.
Learning to love yourself is the most difficult step in earning the affection of others.

I haven't felt an emotion that wasn't hate in a while. It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to pretend I don't hate everyone in my day to day life.

Then they should accept my stinky self.

I'm not gay and women aren't charity workers, they aren't going to pick the depressed unstable loser who stays in hiss room all day. In fact women interested in vidya / typically nerdy shit tend to use it to obtain status and make themselves seem more interesting to normalfags

I agree that loving yourself counts, but there's only so much you can do to get someone to love you back, especially an emotional woman who's opinion on you can change on a dime.

Fair enough, and I'm not going to pick the fat, nonvirgin, under 5'6 single mother

If you're not willing to do the bare minimum, then you don't deserve to get the bare minimum

the bare minimum: being born with good genetics

Wash yourself and clean your room

I just stay at home all day, clear shit from my backlog just to feel like I accomplished something, always plan shit late at night and never do anything the day after.

No. But I've accepted that I wasn't put on this world to have any happiness, and that in turns makes me not unhappy.

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be six foot

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be hypersocial

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be jacked

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be rich

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have a chiseled jaw

minimum

have politically correct opinions
My bare minimum for a woman is not being fat, be capable of being a wife and mom and be a virgin, everything else is just a factor

This is just shit people say cause it sounds good and can't really be falsified. Personally I like myself a lot but women just don't get the appeal. I don't have terrible social skills/hygiene or anything but dates are rare and don't go anywhere

that isn't going to make me suddenly appealing to the average woman. i admit that my room is a bit messy, but my hygiene has always been impeccable. the problem is that i'm fucking ugly and not particularly charismatic, the notion that if you get no female attention it MUST be because you're noticeably unhygenic and women can somehow use wallhacks to tell that you haven't cleaned your room is so fucking retarded and disingenuous

I wish I could have more time for my backlog but I'm wasting most of my day in a fucking office
I also wish I a nice leather recliner.

I agree, I actually take care of myself because there are more benefits than just pussy, like being fucking healthy

Outside of the usual NEET behaviours such as excessive video game playing:

go to uni for a semester then drop out

see a therapist (waste of time)

walk (I used to walk 20-25km when I was bored)

work sporadically with my dad in construction

very occasionally reconnect with high school friend, go out, drink/do drugs

When COVID happened my life went further into shit. I got put in a psych ward and from 2020 to 2023 I was full on hikikomori. Locked inside house, rarely went out, put on weight, excessive (and degenerate) porn consumption. The worst I’ve ever been. My mid 20s were literally a complete waste. I started trying to get my shit together in late 2023 and now even with some of the effort I’ve put in every day I just wake up and think that I’ve fucked myself. Like I can run 10km comfortably but it means nothing. What acruelly matters, ability to form connections with people, has been ruined.

You aren't going to catch a harassment charge or face serious social consequences for asking a woman out.
Maybe if you were really pushy about asking for a co-workers number, there could be some office gossip, but in almost any other context it's going to be fine.
You're getting stressed out over nothing, man.

You're not going to get an average woman
The average woman right now is a slut
Grow some taste, start filtering yourself
Don't pretend to be a normie

jesus, my time between 18-23 was honestly pretty sucky too
But why not go back into construction and just build some money?

oh shut the fuck up you goddamn normalfag, learn some fucking risk management, I am not risking my livelihood because the girl I asked out at work felt violated because I hit on her.
Too many men have been falsely accused these days.

Happy? Doc, you serious? Look, I got a big house, a pool, a wife who... well, let’s just say she keeps things interesting. Kids who barely look up from their phones to acknowledge me. I’ve got money—most of it dirty, sure, but it spends. On paper, I’m living the American Dream, right? *chuckles bitterly* But happy? Nah. It’s like... I’m stuck in a movie I didn’t sign up for, playing a role I’m too old to pull off. I’m bored, I’m pissed off half the time, and the other half I’m just... numb. You tell me, Doc—what’s happy supposed to feel like?

thinking women are even an option

fucking normalfags Anon Babble has fallen

what’s happy supposed to feel like?

For me it would be backseat gaming with your kids.
I for one would be very happy to see my kids play games I love like Final Fantasy IX or Gens III-V of pokemon

I know that they aren't, it just hurts to admit it. I wish it didn't

I'm not telling you to shit where you eat, you dense fuck, I'm telling you to stop looking for a justification for your fear of rejection and take a risk for once.

Well I should also point out that there are no women I want to ask out.

Then find one Anon
Use dating apps, pick ones you like and if they reply back then you have confirmation that she wants you to hit on her.

Then go and meet some.

dad was a drunk loser

Mom is a loser out of all her brothers and sisters

I was unlucky enough to be her son

Dad's dead

Couldn't care less

Born with facial birth defect(real kind not the I think I'm ugly kind)

Emotionally stunted due to decades of social isolation

Literally feel no emotions at all

Think about suicide constantly

Hate being around people

I just don't know what to do anymore I can feel myself dying a slow soul death

oh fuck that, I did it for a month and it was a waste of time

I do but I dont really feel like I'm going anywhere or they actually have interest in me.

Damn nigga then just shut the fuck up.

ok normalfag nigga

Horrid hand you've been dealt.
Why do you think you hate being around people?

NTA, but you're going to have to accept that the game fucking sucks, but unless you play it, you're probably never going to get with a woman. I've given up, all dating advice boils down to "just keep trying bro!" because that's really all there is to it

I've known for a long time that the game sucks ass and at best I at least try to find 3rd places.
But I've honestly stopped caring and if God has any mercy on me to allow me to find a woman then great
I'll probably get at least one surrogate child anyway because the whole point of me trying to get a woman is ultimately have children.

We're a lot alike anon, except dad's not dead, and I don't have any defects. I honestly can't recall the last time I felt or cared about anything. It's been decades at this point.

They're gonna make anime real within our lifetimes, look forward to it

a month

How long exactly do you think it takes to catch up after years of being a weirdo?
Give it a year of persistent effort, then I might accept that women are universally unsalvageable evil whores.

Honestly not giving a shit is kind of liberating

Great I guess, I mean I would be just fine as a single dad with surrogate kids.

he thinks it's because lol he's weird

if you met me in real life you wouldn't think that I browse here unless you catch some references.
Also I'm not very good at photos and it's annoying honestly, a waste of time.
And fuck paying these cunts too, fucking vile shithead profiting off hypergamy and male loneliness, I'd rather spend that on a gacha and I dont like those games either

noooo my gay little self-absorbed issues do matter, adolf-sama help meee!

No. I've been working on a film for three years and I keep fucking it up and going backwards. I worry about it all the time, I can't sleep, I walk around in a daze shattered by how fucked it is. I am such a failure.

why the fuck do you think people go to therapy if not to tell someone about what they perceive to be issues

Stop falling back on that cope, friend.
Your biggest, and perhaps only serious, flaw is cowardice.
About to head to bed, let it be known that I've grown rather fond of you and I think a woman could do the same.

You'll be fine, Mark.
It's gonna be peak.

to get drugs, retard.

That kicks ass.
What genre are you going for?

Surely it can't be worse than the dogshit coming out of hollywood?

I personally avoid it because it leads to so many legal issues
bravo america

It's not cowardice, but hestiation
Also have a good night my ass needs to wagecuck tomorrow.
To all the anons here: WAGMI

you'll find that your interpretation of things is inconsistent with reality

As a stupid kid I 100% believed my dad when he said he'd kick me out of the house if I failed 1st grade. I cried and paced around the house like a retard while they were at school picking up my report card. In that time I made up my mind that if it happened I'd stand in front of a car and die. That effectively made the same threat a year later worthless because I had a plan.

Give me a reason to live

you can always kill yourself later

Spite

You're waifu.

Your mom loves you

To bring a child into the world who will see you as their hero

How do you know my name lol

Thanks, it's an animated neo-noir. I've spent the last year working on shaders and trying to cut down on render times, and despite trying to be organized everything is spread out across hundreds of files and I keep fucking up trying to glue it all together so I can move into the asset creation part of production. I have these insane periods where I spend three months moving a slider back and forth because I hate how something looks, then when I finally get it right I realize it was what I had before I started changing things. I am trapped in a pit of my own stupidity.

your favorite game's perfectly faithful kino sequel will only be released after you die

based

I was bullied a lot as a kid and it stuck with me,I rarely talk so people just avoid me me being 6'1 doesn't help the uncomfortable nature I give off either

The recognition that we have no idea what awaits us around the corner, and every sunrise or sunset might be the last we ever see, forever

Give yourself a timeframe to lock the settings in and don't touch it after that.
At worst the movie will look better as it goes on (peak)

You're literally at a perfect height level, that at least is one thing you shouldn't be insecure about. Rarely talking is a problem though, but that's fixable if you treat it like a skill to learn

5.5 height and length

It's over for me before it even started.

that's why you go to female therapists

Rarely talking is a problem though, but that's fixable if you treat it like a skill to learn

I just don't really care about people enough to put in effort

Jerking off too much is not a problem

Feel mosquitos landing on me

Check / slap myself

There's nothing there

See something in the cornet of my eye

Nothing there / normal things moving about

It gets worse at night when I'm sleepy but it happens in the day too. Is that normal?

the guy paying for therapy didn't think so

Bullying really does fuck with people's self-confidence a lot, but I think you're strong enough to pull through.
Consider Toastmasters if you're in the US. Helped me a lot.

When was I supposed to learn to be ambitious and want to achieve things
I don't have a job, I rarely have three digits in my bank account, I'm in massive debt, my teeth are falling apart, my health is languishing, but I really don't care about anything enough to do something. My computer works, my phone works. That's all I feel like I could ever need. I can't find the will to strive for more, and even then, what the fuck would I do with more, anyway? Friendships are exhausting enough to maintain, a relationship would quickly grow grating. Every place on earth touched by man sucks so I don't really want to travel. New games are getting worse so it's pointless to upgrade my PC past making it fucking functional. I just don't see the value in striving to improve my situation because the world has nothing I want.

Every mortal endeavor I spend in this prison of flesh is so that I can distract myself from it.

Do you do a lot of drugs or take cough syrup?

Never done drugs, I used to drink coffee 24/7 but these past 3 years I've taken it down to 1 cup a day.

Yeah and he got told to fuck off because it's okay to jerk off a lot.

go to therapy

now have a paper trail that insurance companies and government can use against you

how about no lol

yeah, what i'm saying is that he thought it was an issue and so he paid for someone with a license to tell him that it wasn't. i don't know what you aren't getting about that

Cheesy Garlic Breadsticks or whatever other inconsequential thing you like. You don't owe the universe exceptionalism/offspring/etc

Oh.

No but my kids are

I don't know how to put this in words but as I've gotten older (30) everything has sped up. Like moments that Im supposed to take in and remember I just can't anymore. Every day is the same no matter what I do. If Im on vacation or working hard on a project, if Im sad and depressed or happy with whatever, it all becomes a blip that I soon forget about. It's very strange. It makes nothing fun or exciting anymore.

I hate the work and I never actually got any qualifications for it.

Everyday I wake up happy that I wasn't born black or a pajeet.

You're not Anthony Burch

true, but everyday i feel my soul slipping. slipping into a husk.
spite takes effort
motoko is my first waifu and she is very strong and stoic and very cool and smart maybe i will live to be as a fraction a cool as her.
that is also true but i am directionless in life
i am not a good man and i will make a bad father

Understand that I bear this burden for you, anon.
t. black

my first waifu

first

Nevermind you deserve it
You may be black but at least you're not a nigger.

No, but I'm not unhappy. I don't really feel anything at all, if I'm being honest.

study stupid hard and get admitted to my cuntry's top engineering school

burn out over covid, fail classes over a couple years and get kicked out

working minimum wage physical labour since

Oh my fucking God I fucked my life up so bad I literally can't take it anymore.
Yeah, sure, I know anons will go

dude degrees are a scam, I just graduated and I work minimum wage too!

But at least you fags have the prospect of rising in your corpo careers and getting more comfortable.
I'll be torturing my body until it breaks and I can't even afford rent.

there's nothing really stopping you from doing it, anon. every person hits a point at which the pain of continuing to exist outweighs the pleasure, and at that point, suicide is rational. at the same time, you're probably going to be alive for a long while, in the event you don't kill yourself, so your fortune could turn around at some point in the future. if there's nothing to live for in the moment and you don't feel like gambling with your happiness or living a slow, empty, tiring life, just do it. life isn't all it's made out to be

Anyone who says a degree is a scam got lucky and got a gig that pays just as well as a job that requires a degree

Nah nigga.
Life is precious. Ask the ghosts their opinion on the matter.
Every one of them would tell you to eke out another day.

I'm pretty sure Ghost aren't real anon before you were born you had no concept of anything besides a black void I'm pretty sure dying is just going back to that

i'd re-evaluate my thoughts on the matter if i could talk to ghosts, but i think sometimes it's just better to get it over with and end a life of misery as opposed to living every day wishing for things to get better and then dying with nothing having changed. life doesn't always get better, you know?

COVID fucked over a lot of people.

It doesn't get better but you should at least enjoy the sights and sounds while you're allowed to, there's also no guarantee you'll experience this again and even if you do it likely won't be you as you are now. So this is the only time you'll experience it as yourself, might as well just run the timer and find at least something you can extract and inkling of happiness from. At least that's what I say and do, kind of helped, still hurts most days

i guess. you aren't wrong. but at the same time knowing that there's never going to be any salvation kind of spoils life's novelty

no
I live with an incurable chronic illness I wish almost every night to be cured completely I feel so limited in my opportunities in life because of it and from the trauma that came with it. I don't ask for much but I just want god to give me this one thing fixed.