I'm playing my favorite fighting game at 2 in the morning and it's reminding me I'm fucking awful at everything i do...

I'm playing my favorite fighting game at 2 in the morning and it's reminding me I'm fucking awful at everything i do even when i dedicate my life to it and i want to fucking kill myself i hate fighting games i hate being alive i hate my family i hate my life i hate everything i want to fucking die0

xitter is that way zoomzoom

getting a rope and learning how to make a knot is a good start. Have fun, loser.

You're plus but I don't give a fuck LMAO!!!!! Get pwned

It's okay go be bad or mediocre at something you enjoy

this is my board you fucking nigger
i don't enjoy anything I'm not perfect at

But that would mean you enjoy nothing

The people that are really good at these games have thousands of hours of experience in them. They can spend an entire day just practicing combos.

There's nothing to feel bad about. You should rather feel good because not being able to practice combos all days means you don't have autism.

HAHAHA this, fuck OP

what's your favorite fighting game at 2 in the morning, OP-sama

scrub who wants to kill himself

avatarfags with a teenage girl from a 30 year old anime

naturally you're an AIslopper as well. it just fits.

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Hi OP :3

Are you a Anon Babble poster by chance?

This is me with melee.

For you.

I suggest you drop fighting games immediately and pick up a sport like tennis (If it's too hard, get into pickleball instead). Why? Because fighting games are just a shittier, nerdier version of a 1 v 1 sports that fats and losers latch on to. Also the genre literally hasn't even been good since like what 2014? And It's just gonna keep getting shittier and shittier too as devs continue to pander to overwatch and MOBA players.

Are you planning on roping
i hate going outside and hate sports

Have you even tried tennis or pickleball? They are really fun. Trust me, as a recovering fighting game fag I know exactly the suffering you are going through. I know what it is you yearn for. Also if you are really against the idea look into learning an instrument or making music or something. Fighting games really are just the lowest form of personal expression.

I literally stopped playing an instrument for fighting games instead because I hated practicing so much and hated being terrible and not being able to play the fucking music I want because I wasn't born with perfect pitch
my life has been nothing but aimless suffering

I'm sorry you're feeling very down anon. I've had all the same exact thoughts that you've had before. I'd say to simply take a break from fighting games and give your instrument another try or some other creative endeavor. Fighting games are only making you upset currently, so surely anything else would be better, right? I'm going to bed now, please take care and let go of this kuso genre. <3

I only know about this book because Scar shilled it constantly. I've never been competitive though, so I doubt I'd get much out of it.

Wait a minute, this asukaposter seems familiar.

yeah fighting games specifically are soul destroying. don't play them. watch them, maybe, occasionally. but don't play them. it will destroy a piece of yourself even if you are good you're always going to be seeing how you fall short.

at some point you will begin to realize that pvp games are a zero-sum game in terms of fun. actually, it's even worse, it's entropic
you haven't gotten there yet but you will

while I had some very wonderful moments in CSGO, I noticed I felt worse after nearly every session

stop playing pvp games. games should be fun
the most fun I ever had with a fighting game was just dicking around with my siblings in Tekken 3. that's not what you are doing and why you are upset

The advice in the book is pretty universal. I've heard it's recommended a lot to actors of all people. It's a lot about quieting a noisy mind when preforming a difficult task.
tl;dr
let go, empty your mind, focus on the task at hand, avoid self doubt/ criticism while focusing on x task that requires intense focus, trust yourself, etc.

He's a Anon Babble ERPer, right?

I don't have anything else
I don't have any other skills or passions

dumb asukaposter

Cool, I might give it a read then. I assumed it was about competitive mindset or something like that.

do rope

can't related. I've beaten top ranked in the world at fighting games and solved many things others have tried and failed at.

dedicate your life to it

that's your problem, it's a game, a time waster. stop treating it like a real fucking sport or a career path

t. only played FG's casually and got top rank in every FG i played

most fg players are to be fair