When did it happen to you?
When did it happen to you?
When I stopped being an actual child that got amused over everything with jingly keys
About 2 years ago I became too homophobic to enjoy anime and anime games
When
When did this song come out?
youtube.com
Pretty much everything in life became horrible after my life fell apart in 2015 but im pretty used to it now.
13
Before and after E33
Since my ex gf dumped me back in December life doesn't make sense anymore, nothing cheer me up, and I can't even have an erection as the good old days, I'm ngmi.
~11 years ago
Hey bro, just lift, just do it. I don't have motivation either but I at least lift some weights. I find some enjoyment in managing how im gonna go about it through the week and get proper protein in. It hits that bing bing wahoo sense of fulfillment getting a nice shake after lifting
I hit grandmaster in Overwatch season 1 and felt nothing and basically just burned out on all multiplayer games after that (can't believe it's been a decade).
I'll still play some single player games though.
I'm still capable of enjoying movies and games, but around 2013 or so I became a contrarian, not just to society but also to myself, which has lead me to waste an absolutely retarded amount time on games and other stuff that I do not enjoy.
the only known cure is having a wife and kids. when you dont have a single goddamn moment to yourself, even twenty minutes of slop hits like ambrosia
Hasn't happened yet. Maybe in another 30 years.
get your ass back to tumblr
Why are you on Anon Babble?
Literally the meme.
Time to engage in spirituality
At 30
Like 15ish years ago when I realized almost all games coming out were slop
james come home to your favorite game
new games are just garbage and old ones I played too much.
vent
your image has a doomer mindset but in my case i think most nu-media is pure npc slop and stick with hyper specific games and movies which fit my taste which i DO find enjoyment in
These have the same energy as women " I'm le quirky" memes. Maybe you should try not being a sad sack of shit that actively soaks themselves in negativity
Read a book
Coworker told me he will lie about his life on the next review because of how shitty his mental state is. I told him playing games helps me feel the void kind of as a joke and I haven't heard from him ever since.
Fucking same. It's been exactly a year and while I'm more or less over her, I'm not over becoming lonely again. Life feels meaningless without anyone to share it with. I am worthless when it comes to dating and I don't have any friends, without any groups to hang with I can't meet someone casually and get close to them over time. I try to work as much OT as I can because at least then I'm distracted and making more money to spend on short term distractions that don't really work anymore. Yeah I'm thinking it's over for me.
You have to understand that the first thing that clinical depression robs an individual of is initiative. Telling someone who is depressed to stop wallowing in self-loathing and do something is like telling a paraplegic to just walk it off, it ain't happening.
A depressed individual always needs outside help to even begin the journey towards somewhat normal functioning.
Best advice? Hit the gym.
All else fails, hit the gym.
Paralyzed from the waist down? Hit the gym.
Got cancer? Hit the gym.
Fucking broke? Hit the park.
All alone? Hit the gym.
Pissed off beyond belief? Hit the gym.
Stressed to the point of pulling out your hair? Hit the gym.
Depressed and have literally zero energy? Hit the gym.
All roads lead to the gym. It doesn't matter how far gone you are, there's always something to GAIN at the gym. You, thinking it's all about building muscle, do yourself no favors by thinking the gym doesn't help.
Sus!
Fuck off, we're not goddamn cripples. You CAN summon initiative, you CAN flood your veins with adrenaline, you CAN do stuff with intense effort put into it. It fucking sucks and nobody is saying it doesn't, but giving into defeatism and holding an all-is-doomed outlook are not requirements.
t. has lived with severe depression for fifteen goddamn years now
Holly shit you are butch of pathetic fags, just go on 2 hour walk in the forest or smth.
Its unironically good advice. Movement is medicine. Stop being fat.
If you have been diagnosed for depression, how are you still depressed after fifteen years? Have you not sought out treatment despite a diagnosis?
You're not one of those "self-diagnosed", are you?
I hit the gym, but after that I'm all alone with my thoughts again.
I don't know, Nintendo is better than ever. Doesn't really matter if most other companies mostly makes crap
what do you gain at the gym? a membership?
Because as it so happens, some people do in fact have it worse than your sorry ass.
It's a process. The best thing you can get from it is a formed habit that keeps you healthy as well as the miniscule natural dopamine. Even if you're alone with your thoughts, your thoughts are that much less worse for wear.
depression ((treatment))
I thought this happened until E33 came out.
Clinical depression is very rarely linked to one's circumstances. I mean, having bad things happen to you can aggravate depression, but more often than not adversity is not the root cause.
I am not trying to imply that you are not depressed, not at all, I am only wondering how your depression has lasted so long if you have been pursuing treatment.
What medications have you tried? Must be a pretty long list, I wager.
I get more excited from politics than Vidya. Even the old boomer shit
Try weed, brings back the childlike aspect of playing things for the first time
Yeah I'm not going through all that shit with you, mang.
You are depressed.
I pretended to be this way for years because there used to be such a vibrant and entertaining culture around Anon Babble, but ultimately I really am just a gamer and don't give a fuck.
Pills bad!
Better stay depressed instead
Games make me very happy because the rest if my life is busy and games and books are my alone time. :)
>Better stay depressed instead
This unironically if you don't have children to take care of.
If the pills make me even fatter and take away my ability to masturbate I would be so devastated that I might rope.
then stop being homophobic dumbass, cruelty isn't going to fix your shit
You lack purpose
You have a few options
1. Find purpose
Usually, that's religion or something similar
Connect to something eternal and infinitely greater than yourself
Old religions have usually grown out of the stupidest parts
Tend to contain some genuinely good wisdom
Also pointless rituals
Deep down you might still feel like you're just larping
2. Create your own purpose
Why follow someone else's purpose? Just make your own bro
Completely free, you're visionary who does whatever he wants
But every day you feel like you want something different
Can you actually dedicate your entire life to one thing?
Will always wonder deep down if what you decided is meaningful truly is
3. Live without purpose
There's no purpose from others or yourself, forget purpose and do whatever
Live for yourself and your pleasure, or not
Live for others and and their lives, or not
Disregard ethics, or not
Do whathever feels right at any given time
Is this really all there is to life?
Be depressed
Take pills
Pills take suicidal thoughts straight to suicidal compulsion
Yeah, pass
Many years ago. The solution is simple, get more hobbies and cycle between them. I game, read, paint, write and make music. When I get a burnout I just change. Earlier I had movies/tv shows as well but they've been insanely bad the last 10 years so no meaning wasting time on that.
based and same. Yeah, I voted for Trump. Now leave me alone I'm trying to game
Been there bro. You require a break from women to find yourself and learn to live without them. You have to get so pumped up mentally and so content with yourself that you do not even think about women. That is when they will come back.
Engaging with Media is like the graph of a sine function. Sometimes goes down, and sometimes goes up.
Sometimes you feel like all is pointless and it no longer feels like you used to. And then you find a game, anime, book or whatever that makes you feel like a child all over again.
I realized the problem is that I have no one to play multiplayer with locally. But I also hate interacting with people so I'll just live with it.
I became too homophobic to enjoy anime and anime games
kek, this
They're right though. As men we are evolutionarily meant to go to war, do hard labor, and shit. Imagine how shit you must feel doing absolutely nothing when that is what you were made for.
Never.
I love being alive and being able to experience good things, which happens every day.
Sorry about your illness, hope it gets better!
The right game can still make you happy.
The problem is the slop. It hurts you mentally and ruins your ability to enjoy games and movies. The negative stuff piles up and it takes so long to wash away.
I played the Riven remake a little while ago and I've never played the original past the first island, and I had a great time. It was the first time I've really enjoyed a game in over 2 years.
train for war
said war never happen
gets depression
The cycle never ends
Literally this generation, that's why I haven't played a single new AAA game since 2020
They still make me happy, but only if it's good. Sadly I'm starting out just how much media I used to like is actually completely silly and juvenile or just plain shit.
Honestly most games are shit to me nowadays. I very rarely come across a game that still feels worth playing. With movies/shows it seems like there is an endless supply of kino if you look in the right place, with games it feels more like I've really kinda seen it all already.
Maybe it's because, relatively speaking, games are still a very young medium and they still aren't really seen or fully utilised as an art form yet by the vast majority of people who make them. So a lot of it ends up pretty shallow
Around 2021. Nowadays I get more enjoyment out of spiraling into more retarded and gross furry porn than I do anything else. If I'm not endlessly refreshing the 'log or checking out the usual sites, I might sneak in an hour of vidya a week if I'm motivated enough to drag my mouse over to the exe and click on it.
2017, Star Wars The Last Jedi.
Ghostbusters 2016 could have been easily ignored if not for that slimey kike rat Amy Pascal making it political by tying it to 2016 election and where it was the first time I saw an I.P. I cared about being used as a weapon against me and its fans.
Personally, I didn't care that it was an all female Ghostbusters movie but the relentless onslaught of post Gamergate attacks on white straight males made it clear that they had an agenda to take something I and many others care about and ruin it.
But The Last Jedi was different.
With that I could feel concentrated hatred towards me as it went out of its way to character assassinate Luke Skywalker, just as they had with Han Solo in The Force Awakens, by making him a coward who ran away after trying to kill his own nephew and remember this is the man who wanted to redeem his Father despite being a genocidal maniac involved in killing tens of millions of people.
This is because Luke is something that Ruin Johnscum could never be.
Brave
Heroic
Good looking, at least in ANH and before Hamill's car crash.
People who loved him and he in return.
I could go on but you can see that he just wanted to run Luke into the ground as part of Kuntleen Lennedy's spiteful malicious agenda to trash George Lucas' legacy and destroy white male characters.
And ever since then it's been the same pattern.
I.P./Franchise infested with SJW cat ranchers with daddy issues.
Focus on identity politics i.e. women/blacks/gays
Make trash that isn't made to entertain and make money.
Use said trash to attack the core demographics.
Scream that this new version isn't for them.
Scream more when their shit fails and blame white straight males.
Rinse and repeat.
It's soo fucking tiresome seeing this shit being played out constantly while the (((media))) and corporations use it to distract people from real issues!!!FACT!!!
As men we are evolutionarily meant to go to war, do hard labor, and shit.
We're evolved to be hunter-gatherers, who don't go to war and don't do hard labor. That's the kind of shit you do in societies with agriculture, and at that point you stop evolving because natural selection isn't a thing anymore in those environments.